Sometimes all a girl needs is to feel needed. Whether it be as a babysitter for a family member, a confidant for a friend, or an adviser to the unsure. I think that's my biggest weakness. I like to feel needed, like things wouldn't work if I wasn't around. I think that's why I keep my ridiculous job after all the stunts they've pulled. I know if I disappear they will need me to organize things again. It's also why I try to balance so many roles at once. It makes me feel important.
When I feel alone and separated from my friends and family -something that happens too often at the start of the semester- I feel alone and cut off from what's important to me. It makes me weak and, above all else, I hate being weak.
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